nevermind about that
Friday, August 12, 2011
Well, that was a stupid blog post, to be sure, so I deleted it. Just me, whining. Who wants to read that? no one. Anyway, all I got were irrelevant suggestions that started pissing me off. If you can't take the time to LOOK AT WHAT MY WEIGHT IS before you say that I "weigh less now than I did back then," well, that is pretty insincere and sort of mean. I never said I was going to give up, I was just FRUSTRATED and was looking for support dealing with poor results despite great efforts.
I guess blogging on sparkpeople isn't going to be the best crutch for support / motvation for me after all. It's great when I feel good, but just frustrating when I don't. Despite best intentions, people just post what works for them without considering the person whose blog they are commenting on. Thanks anyway, I guess. I need to find some real people that I can really meet and talk to face-to-face. People who know ME, and not random people I don't know who stop by my blog and leave comments that make me more frustrated because they know nothing about me.
At this point, I don't want to stop blogging here on Spark, because it is (sometimes) helpful and I do feel grateful to my sparkfriends and their support. Maybe I should only blog when I am happy? it is unrealistic to rely on a support system only when you are in a good mood.. hence the idea of needing a real-people support system. I might set this blog to friends only, but then again I would be missing out on making new friends who might be really great. Not sure what I will do.
I honestly am going to just take a spark break for a week and see if it helps. Maybe I will feel better after finals.
P.S. don't even dare comment on this post, please. I don't think I could take it right now!