I am never going to be nominated for motivator huh?

I am never going to be nominated for motivator huh? LOL
I went to the doc yesterday for my liver biopsy results,
I have cirrhosis stage 4 compensating. Which means my body is
still trying to fight it. I have it because of the Hep C and alcoholism.
I have to get CAT scans and see the doc every 6 months. So basically
I'm going to be high maintenance for the rest of my life, not that I'm
not already. I am really depressed over all of this. So now I am going
to be on a low sodium diet along with my diabetes diet. Crazy Huh?
I am going to have to do a lot of soul searching. A lot of talking
to God. And I'm not going to be able to waste any time. I will have
to make the best of every moment.