Back to work
Thursday, August 11, 2011
After now working for 5 days is always hard. As usual I tell myself that I will only cycle as far as the station, but then when I get there I am warmed up enough to be able to keep going. I am getting better and better at fooling myself into doing the right thing. And as usual I was also half an hour late.
I've recently read an article about a guy who's emotions and ratio where accidentally separated during surgery. His intelligence was intact, but he found he was no longer capable of making decisions. That totally explains why I am having such a hard time deciding anything. In people with Asperger's syndrome the different departments of the brain can't communicate with each other, so I guess that includes ratio not being able to communicate with emotions. The same goes for thinking and doing. That's why I'm having such a hard time initiating anything.
I can't say it often enough: The internet, and in particular social media, are a Godsend for me. It takes the loneliness out of being alone. and makes life a lot more bearable. God bless the people who invented it.