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Another milestone :)

Thursday, August 04, 2011

My BMI is 26, one point away from a healthy BMI. It's still hard to believe that I had that much to lose. I've lost 116 pounds; that's way more than both our kids weigh put together! And I can barely lift our 5 yr old. 12 pounds and I am in a healthy range :)

Funny though, since I'm a numbers geek these things interest me; I like to see how things calculate out. But I honestly don't care that much about the weight. I'm just so relieved to be saner. Not to be compelled to eat constantly; not to be trapped in that obsession.

This program may seem excessive because I work pretty hard to get appropriate foods and portions: I don't eat spontaneously, I don't eat out, I bring my own food for most occasions so I can make sure I don't accidentally ingest something addictive, I weigh and measure almost everything. This is "normal eating"-- I eat healthy, appropriate portions. I'm not bound to the food or to an unhealthy body; this gives me so much freedom.

I can't even begin to describe how grateful I am to the creator for giving me a way out. I can even honestly say I'm grateful for the experiences that brought me to this point; if I hadn't gotten up to 308 pounds I might not have had the willingness that brought me to this point. I am also well aware that if I'm not vigilant, if I don't put my recovery first, I may never make it back again. And I would likely be one of the people who dies in the misery of this disease: of diabetes, heart disease or the like. Or I could weigh 900+ pounds.
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    I'm so happy for you. I am thinking that I need to get more serious about how I weigh & measure. It sounds like a program that I used to do called HOW. Anyway... just know how proud I am of you. Keep up the good work. Love, Dawn emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2455 days ago
    I really needed this blog today. I have gotten a little blase, a little sloppy. To maintain my lifestyle I need to be vigilent.

    2456 days ago
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