Monday, August 01, 2011
so this is my first entry, and all i have to say is im failing miserably. seriously. its like i have NO energy to exersize, whats up with that ? i dont want to get up, and im drinking sodas ALL the time ! ugh i keep beating myself up about it, but nothing ever changes ! i think i just need to suck it up and do it, thats easy right?
ha, yeah right. thats a joke !
i think my issue is everytime i fail, i just keep spiraling down.. its like i eat 4 cupcakes, and then im like ' OH WELL since i already messed up one more wont hurt " .... then a soda... and another.... and another cupcake....
yeah well, you get it. i just keep going.
then im upset.
then i dont exersize.
really, what do i do ?
looks like im just going to have to figure it out !
wish me luck.