still at 222
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Ok well alrighty then. Lets start off by saying I wanna be skinny dang it!!!!! I finally made it a whole week of exercising and dieting (tracking everything and i mean everything i ate) a whole yr goes by without me having a "T.O.M" and after a week of finally getting somewhere (lost 3 lbs) it decides to show up now!!!! I feel like poo I've got all the symptoms of time of month and cant exercise or get sick and i wanna eat everything in sight not to mention all the water weight heck if i went out into the pool right now i wouldnt have any buoyancy , no water replacement here would just sink . Tabby is at gmas dylan is living with uncle for the summer so just me dax and the two babies tonight and i wanna work out boys are not wanting to go to bed. Why is it always a wall that i have to get thru before i get a chance to take care of myself. The old saying again take care of yourself and you will be able to take care of everyone else better. Scott is in australia wont be back until Aug.23 then dont know how long he will get to stay home or if forsure he will get to come home before heading to W.Africa. Yes I'm stressing and venting. I hurt my foot awhile back doing something i have no idea and the top of it hurts in the evenings and i can hardly walk in the mornings, need to find my ankle brace maybe that will help it...Anyways i better get off of here.