A name at last

Monday, July 18, 2011

Yet again I have just been released from Hospital after another overdose but, this time there seems to be more of a glimmer of hope.
I was instructed to see another Psychiatrist, a nice fella from Hungary.
After telling him (yet again) my "full" life story and the problems that I have experienced over the years, it transpires that I am suffering from Unstable Emotional Disorder (or, Borderline Unstable Disorder as it's known in the States).
Looking it up on the internet, the description fits SO perfectly to my own story of the last 25 years. It looks like I'm going to be getting more support and the possibility of self admitting myself to Hospital should I need to be in "safer" place.
I now have 2 court appearances within the next 7 days and I know that it's going to so, so tough too see through, but see it through I must and with the extra support, I may even see the other side!

Take care all,
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  • MZTAZZ35
    the samething was told about my son an he is 7 yrs old. thing is he is very smart in school but when he get upset , he is anothe person, cant get over it and want revenge. dont like athority want to be first with everthing, short patient if something not going like it should he get mad and throw things. he got worst since he began school @3 or 4. also has adhd on 4 type of meds. emoticon i hate that.
    2671 days ago
    Its good you have some answers at last and more support Chris! I hope the court cases went well! Sorry I have not been in touch, but have been very busy with babysitting and gardening and have not really been doing spark except tracking. I will try harder! I really miss you Chris Hope the boys and the new cat are well!
    Love and Hugs from Ellenxx

    2823 days ago

    God Bless!

    2831 days ago
    Sorry I missed your last post, with the support of your family and all of us and your doctors I am sure you will get through this next step in your life and find new strength to move on. emoticon
    2832 days ago
    I've only just found your blog Chris. Ok, I admit it, I only come on here at the moment to see if we've heard from you (my eating habits have gone completely to pot!!) As its now Thursday I hope that at least one of your court appearances is over with and hope it wasn't too bad an experience for you. Glad to read that they have finally put a name to your illness and pray that you will now get the correct help. The idea that you could admit yourself to hospital if you needed to sounds like such a good idea, why isn't that standard practice? Chin up Chris, this dreadful period in your life will soon be over and you can look forward to a better and happier future. emoticon
    2832 days ago
    Hope it helps to have a formal diagnosis and will help you get better treatment.
    2833 days ago
  • TMW54812

    I pray you will find your way to a solution very soon. Once healthy, you have a lot to offer. emoticon
    2835 days ago
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