I'm going to stop lying to myself
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
OK I've decided I need to stop lying to myself, I like to try and convince myself that I can sill binge on nothing but crap at night and not gain weight. LIE!!! I haven't lost anything for several months, because of My attitude, I need to be the one to make the changes and actually follow through on them. I NEED to work out 5-6 times a week, and keep moving on the weekends. Also the weekends are NOT a free pass, when I treat them like that, I spend the entire next week loosing what I re-gained over the weekend. AAAAGGGGHHHHH!!!!
OK I have a 20 year reunion coming up next month (yes I know I'm old) I would like to loose 10 LBS by then that would be awesome, I haven't really even decided if I'm going to go or not yet, I'm pretty sure my husband will not be very Jazzed to go, but it might be fun, I've got to see if any of my other old pals are going, it would be neat to see everyone again. But I figure I can at least use the idea of possibly going to this as a weight loss goal for me.
So my new mini-goal is to loose another 10 LBS in a little over a month, that way I can look even better for the reunion and for our local Walk For Lupus Now (I have no idea why we are doing it in the heat of August and not in the Lupus month of May!)
Wish Me Luck!
I know I can do this....
PS Little update on hubby's job, he worked 4 days last week and (so far) 3 day's this week.... so he still has not gotten back into 40 hour work weeks, but I'll just keep praying for this tough time to be over.... soon......very soon!