My past life is now history.

Monday, July 11, 2011

I have just been released from hospital after taking a massive overdose of Warfarin last Tuesday.
My life of old is now in the past as I cannot see a way forward as I find myself facing even more problems with the law with far reaching consequences. I am currently being raised higher through the Mental health treatment system and this is what I have to cling to.
I need to hang in there, but deep down I feel I have had all the stuffing knocked out of me and I don't feel I will ever be quite the same again.
I would like to thank each and everyone who has taken the time to contact me with kind words and thoughts, I am sorry I haven't taken the time to reply to each one of these, the reason, I have had too much to deal with....................sorry.
I have now got to regenerate/invent myself, survive the next 4 weeks, see out the next 12 months, and then rise again (hopefully)
And the above are the reasons I have to "stay" around despite my troubles.
Thank you for taking the time to read this blog.

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    Chris, Just saw your blog today. So sorry to hear what you are going through. All of your family members are beautiful, and I assume that lovely women is your Clare. Just from those pictures alone you have so much to live for! Praying for you in Michigan. Hang on! emoticon
    2868 days ago
    Hugs, Chris xx
    2870 days ago
    So sorry to hear about the warfarin episode Chris! Its good to hear from you! The photos are beautiful! Its lovely to see your dear wife too! Beautiful photo! Keep taking photos, its very therapeutic! Good to look back on too! Hope the problems you have are not as bad as you expect! Hang in there! We all love you and want you to stay around!
    Hope your runner beans are doing better than mine! All the blossoms rotted off in the wet weather and winds. There are just 2 or 3 new blossoms, but no beans!! I have not had much time to spark lately! Trying to catch up! Take care of yourself! Things will get better!
    Love and hugs from Ellen emoticon
    2871 days ago
    Lovely to hear from you on here Chris but so sorry to read that you are still having problems. Really wish I could come and give you a hug and tell you it will all be right in the end. When I have troubles and worries I remember what my mother used to say "nothing lasts forever". You will get through this Chris and this horrible period of your life will pass, just hang in there and take one day at a time. emoticon

    p.s. love that photo of Angus!
    2871 days ago

    Comment edited on: 7/13/2011 4:20:32 PM
    It's so good to hear from you Chris. Just keep moving forward, you have so much to live for and so many people care about you. I've been keeping you and your family in my prayers.

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    2872 days ago
    i'm glad you're here. it seems you are finally seeing you have a lot to live for. you will make it through your legal problems and be ok. just continue to choose life !!
    2873 days ago
    Lovely to hear from you Chris emoticon
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