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Serious Pain

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

I am so sorry that I haven't been on here in such a long time......

I have been in some serious pain, lately.......I haven't been able to do my treadmill workouts.....the pain is immense......in fact, I had to leave work early today......

I cannot wait until I have the hysterectomy! The cramps are unbearable......I literally cried all the way home today......I have exceeded the recommended dosage of Tylenol for the day already......and the day is not over yet! I have been living with the heating pad on my stomach.......the bleeding is under control.....thanks in part to Lysteda.......

I am just sooooooo anxious to get the surgery over with.......so I can resume my workouts......and weight loss journey.......and not have to worry about how far I am from the bathroom......this has really just turned out to be a huge burden for me.......on the ride home today, I kept saying, "why is this happening to me? I'm a good person who has never done anything to anybody" I am very mad with God over this......first, I find out that I am unable to have children (about 10 years ago) and now this......seriously? I feel as though I have been robbed......ya know?

I have a little over a month to go before the surgery.......God, please give me the strength to get through this.......

I know that all my spark friends will be praying for me......I thank you for that, truly.....

Onward and upwards!!
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  • JANDLP
    Thank you for understanding.....I will keep you posted.... emoticon
    2691 days ago
  • MRS_TOAD
    I hear you loud and clear. I have been in similar shoes. From not being able to conceive to the medically necessary hysterectomy. My heart goes out to you!

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    2691 days ago
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