Sunday, July 03, 2011
I was just randomly counting the days I had been attempting to lost weight as my blog titles but I decided to switch to counting down how many days until I go home :)
From probably the last week of May and all of June I have been so homesick that I have been depressed. I literally would cry almost everyday and just felt so alone because I don't really know many people here. I also really struggle when I don't have a daily routine. During that time some days were really good and healthy and others I completely binged and said screw it to working out.
For about the last 10 days or so I have been feeling less homesick and have been doing WAY better at being healthy. No binges, more fruit, and workouts everyday. It may be because I am getting closer to going home or it may be because I now know more people in town and have more routine. Or it may just be that 5 months away from home is my set limit until I get homesick and then I grow out of it! I guess I'd have to go away for 7 months again to find out!
I am still really scared to see the number on the scale when I get home. I can see that most of the fat I have gained is sitting in my stomach/lower abs and inner thighs. Ah, go away!
23 days to get as much off as possible!!!