2nd installment of "Events that can knock you off your feet"!!!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
My daughter called me with the results of the biospy. It was positive, she has lung cancer. She is 34 years old single parent with three boys. 17,13 and a will be 8 year old in December.
I am floored, I just can't see what the future holds for any of us right now.
I am terrified that my daughter will not make it.
I am terrified that I may become the main care giver to her for what ever life she may have left.
I am terrified that my husband and I will be the boys main care givers. I know that if we are given this job my husband and I will do the job as best as we can, still who wants a 56yr old and 63 yr old to be their parent figure! LOL
I'm trying so hard with the healthy life style I just don't need this stress. Thank goodness that we can not see into the future to see what is in stall for us.
I am digging in my finger nails to the edge of my life. I will not lose my "sobriety" (regarding food, meaning, the quality of refraining from excess etc.) for this event. If we have to bring up our grandchildren I need to be in shape!!!!! LOL