Do I start AGAIN?
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
The last blog entry I made on 1-30-10, was followed by a call that my father suddenly had died. This began a prolonged time of service to my Mom and family; to steer this family ship. I kept up my education, absorbed new duties into my life caring and cooking for Mom, continued to try and be a good wife and mother. Along the way, I lost my way.
So here I am, first day of summer, weight up of course. I feed my sorrow, my unspoken grief of loss. I am more aware of my body lately, knowing it is struggling a little more in the heat and humidity.
So I logged my breakfast, some activity, and water. I stepped out in faith that trying again might be worth it. I hope so.