Monday, June 20, 2011

I absolutely hate the town I live in. I don't like the people, the pace or anything about this place. I don't want to be here. But school and finances will keep me here for a while. Two years at least. This means joining a church or making friends are a trial. I tried just hanging with people for a while but it always seems to end because I am a wierdo or my disdain for this place comes thru. So I have no support or friends of any kind here and whenever I get to the point of making significant changes, I become lost because my life has not really changed and I no longer have food to support me. And back to bingeing I go. It's like I lift myself up with my own wishes and desires but sooner or later, something pokes a hole in them and I can no longer sustain it.

I know I need to get my support from journaling and/or the message boards, but that has never felt natural. So I don't know what to do and it just makes me feel awful when I slide back to my old habits.
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    emoticon Don't let anything get you down! You don't need food to support you, try and change your life so that you use exercise instead. There are always people on here as well that you can talk to. emoticon
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