SARAH1591

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It's Been a While

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Alright... so its June 18th. I have been back to sparkpeople for over a few weeks now, just haven't gotten around to posting a blog entry. I suppose I can add another tally onto my weight loss attempts for January- March. Normally in the past I would be terribly depressed and wonder "Why have I failed again?" and would feel terrible about about myself, but that isn't going to happen this time. Nope...I have let it go... I tried...and I got too down on myself when I hit a couple of bumps and tumbled right over.

Am I disappointed? Definitely. I was hoping to have hit my final goal by now and to be in maintenance by now, but hey...that's okay... today is another day. So here I am again... have already made some progress. I think by now I have learned what works and what doesn't work. I can't say that I made a mistake and learned from it and that it will never happen again because that is unreal. I have to keep telling myself that no one is perfect. I cannot expect perfection from myself; rather I should be expecting myself to make mistakes but to not fall right over because of them. I have always been a perfectionist, needed to always be the best at everything and always much to competitive ever since I could remember. Worry about weight coming off is not the issue, I know how to eat well and how to exercise... what I need to learn now is mentality of it all to do it and to stay with it. I can do this. I believe in myself. I know I can do anything I set my mind to. I need this, I want, this, and I deserve it! That's all for day.


-Sarah
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  • MEHTAANIRUDH
    Nice post!
    3620 days ago

    Comment edited on: 7/26/2011 2:14:15 PM
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    is that picture you? if it is you must tell me your face cream becuase you look under 15. must be a daughter or a grand.
    3658 days ago
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