Tuesday, June 14, 2011
So, why, if I know I am doing this, do I still do this? Mom is going through chemo and I am TRYING to keep positive so I can keep my mom positive so she can concentrate on healing. (We could use prayers). Anyway, my weakness is M&M's....today, I grabbed like 3 handfuls. I usually walk...but not tonight...I went over to mom's to visit. I just need to keep on track with my exercise and get back on track with my eating. I know it is stress and I have to get control because my sugars are back up. I feel like I have way too much on my plate, but I also know that I am blessed. I am just very emotional right now. I work 2 jobs and I feel like I have no time for myself. Which, for mom, I don't mind...I just think I am overwhelmed and just need to vent. Any suggestions and prayers are greatly appreciated.