Getting my bum in gear
Thursday, June 09, 2011
I weighed myself this morning and was not happy. I have not weighed myself in a couple of weeks, knowing what I was going to see. Once again, I lost my will power and completely went overboard with junk. It is so hard doing this alone. I did better when my partner was doing it right with me, but now she has let herself go and does not care! Then I get her shoving junk in my face practically and criticizing me for not eating meat and staying away from junk! I will take one bite to keep the peace and then I lose it completely and gorge myself!
Well, this morning I have recommitted myself to sticking to it and getting this extra weight off. I must not let her push me like that to doing something I don't wish to. I will just have to take her being upset and be done with it. I have not eaten meat since the 23rd of April so that part is easy now, but the junk is hard. I'm sure I can do it and stick to it.