It's working. I weighed in at 199 on June 2nd and today I weighed in at 194.8. I guess the best part of it is I haven't starved myself in anyway what so ever, but it's amazing what just being aware of what I'm doing does and affects my life. I'm curious about what other parts of my life I can truly change by just being aware of my actions.
The crazy thing too is that every single day I've gone over my food limit. It's not something that I want to continue to do, but it just shows me that before I must have been eating an amazingly huge amount.
So yesterday I said I wouldn't watch tv at night because then I lose all of my resolve and I ended up doing it anyways. There is just something about finally getting the kids to bed that makes me want to fall on the couch and start a festive carb feast. So my goal once more for tonight is to stay away from the tv and just focus on other things. Maybe I'll just turn on some good music, do my toe nails and take a bath. Well we'll see how it all works out.