Pity party has ended.......Or has it???
Saturday, June 04, 2011
Seems that on February 12th, I wrote the pity party has ended. Only it really hadn't. It just decided to take a short break.
Here we are June 4th and I'm still feeling sorry for me. Poor me. Poor overweight, unhealthy me. Why do I stay in her company? Why do I continually make a list of things I'm going to change only to change none of them? Why pay for a gym membership that never gets used? Poor me. Poor me.
I can choose to stay where I am and accept it. Sit on the sidelines or do something about it. I can control that. It's simple choose. Choose one or the other but make a choice. Quit feeling sorry for yourself. Let the past go and move forward. Make the necessary changes. I don't have to do a complete overhaul. Just make some changes. OR continue on the same path and be unhappy, unhealthy and miserable on the inside.
It's my choice. No one can do this for me. I got to the point I'm at by the choices I made. Now I have to undo the damage that I've done. It can be repaired. It can be healthy. It can be modified. It can be transformed.
No more whinning. No more poor me. No excuses. No more. No more. No more.
Tomorrow I will take measurements and step on the scale.. The journey continues.