The start of a New Me!!
Thursday, June 02, 2011
Yes, January was the start of a new me. I had a good plan for the change in my eating so I can start living a healthier life. Well, I started out really well, timeline, goals, you name it. I thought I was prepared for everything. NO. I was not prepared for the already DV relationship I was in, to end, and him get more violent. I ended, shocking, but the abuse got worse. So I stopped with my lifestyle change. With the stress that I was under it was unbelievable. I had quit smoking prior to this, and I was not going to let him take my quit. So I was not going to fight a cig along with fighting food. and yes still smoke free 10 months
Well my 40th bday was to be my end goal date…To be below 200 lbs. Well, on that day, I realized even though I was 40, it was not as bad of a day as I thought. Also, I did accomplish a goal, two really, I made it to 9 plus months smoke free, and I got rid of John. Getting rid of John, was not planned or a true Goal, it was a wish. Well that wish has come true. Even though I am still 230 lbs, I feel so much lighter without that chicken lugging me down.
I am FREE, I am FREE!!
So I am getting ready my plan and change the dates and I am going to be below 200lbs here in the near future.