Patience patienc patie .. what?
Saturday, May 28, 2011
I over think things in my head. What starts as a simple idea could grow and grow and all of the sudden I'm thinking about world hunger or the injustice of wars. I decided I needed to focus and put my head in the game, fully.
The ideas in my head are :
How can I visualize myself thin if I haven't been thin ever in my entire life?
How can I stop my "right now" mentality and understand that what is the result of years of bad habits cannot undo itself in a month?
When I think of the future, I don't want to see myself still planning and scribbling in my journal about weight loss.. I want to be slim,fit, and happy! I want to think back on these days and smile peacefully.. I want to close my eyes and pat myself in the back for winning the battle against myself.
My goal for this week is to lose half a kilo. *I know this is what is supposed to happen, but usually anything less than a kilo for me, I would consider failure*
Just writing this makes me cringe! Half a kilo? Really?
PATIENCE my dear!