Getting a bad case of the "Blues" : (

Sunday, May 22, 2011

OK I really think the stress of my husband still not working is starting to get to me, I've been spending more and more mornings in bed, I just don't feel like "dealing" with it, I have also not been tracking or eating very healthy. I feel like I've just lost it, I need to get out of this stupor and get my A$$ back on track, I think that if I get back into working out every day, I will feel better about myself at least. I went into this month with a gung-ho attitude and I feel like I've failed. I have not lost anything this month, I feel like I've just been coasting through. I know that when he goes back to work it will take some of the stress and pressure off, but come on already when is work going to start "breaking" again? Winter is over, construction can start up again! Sorry I just needed to vent, I just don't want to get to a point of feeling hopeless and sad all the time. My family needs me too much for that. My daughter graduates 8th grade on Friday and I really wanted to be smaller by the time that happened.... oh well, maybe for my son's Black Belt Exam, at least I've got a few more weeks for that.
Sorry this is such a depressing blog.... but like I said I've got a case of the "blues" : (
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    Anyone in your shoes would be feeling this way. It's definitely something you both have to work your way through and surface on the other side sooner or later.

    Many hugs to you and him. What goes down MUST go back up. It's just the way the cycle of life goes. Be strong and hold on and it will get better.

    3041 days ago
    I am sorry you are going through this. Life can sure be hard at times. I hope you can take comfort in the thought that this too shall pass. Things will get better, I hope it is soon!!

    3041 days ago
    I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time. emoticon Any time you need to vent, feel free to let it all out here! We'll always be here to listen. I truly, really hope things get better for you soon. For now, just try taking baby steps, don't take on too much. With all your stress, the last thing you need is to feel overwhelmed by your SP plans. Do what you can, and celebrate every single good choice. No matter how small. I know you will get through this!
    3042 days ago
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