Getting a bad case of the "Blues" : (
Sunday, May 22, 2011
OK I really think the stress of my husband still not working is starting to get to me, I've been spending more and more mornings in bed, I just don't feel like "dealing" with it, I have also not been tracking or eating very healthy. I feel like I've just lost it, I need to get out of this stupor and get my A$$ back on track, I think that if I get back into working out every day, I will feel better about myself at least. I went into this month with a gung-ho attitude and I feel like I've failed. I have not lost anything this month, I feel like I've just been coasting through. I know that when he goes back to work it will take some of the stress and pressure off, but come on already when is work going to start "breaking" again? Winter is over, construction can start up again! Sorry I just needed to vent, I just don't want to get to a point of feeling hopeless and sad all the time. My family needs me too much for that. My daughter graduates 8th grade on Friday and I really wanted to be smaller by the time that happened.... oh well, maybe for my son's Black Belt Exam, at least I've got a few more weeks for that.
Sorry this is such a depressing blog.... but like I said I've got a case of the "blues" : (