Thursday, May 19, 2011

and the weather here in NY for the past 5 days has not helped with all this rain!!!

Hurt my knee again this morning (just trying to turn over) apparently I now have injured my patella tendon and have been dealing with this new injury since last Friday and it's really starting to wear me down -- my house is a mess, my body is a mess and what hurts the MOST is that I can not take care of my little one by myself! I was SO FORTUNATE to have my hubby home with me for almost 1 yr (out of work - not so good on our pocket) but GREAT for me and the wee one and now that I NEED HIM THE MOST -- she's suffering because at 3.5 she is very active and wants to go somewhere everyday and I physically can't be that moblie and it's KILLING ME!!!!

At the same time it's MOTIVATING THE HELL out of me to MOVE MY ASS to GET WELL and that starts by EATING RIGHT -- I'm trying to give my body time to heal but at 47 it takes LONGER to heal and I'm really really sad ....

I woke up crying this morning when she came in bed with me because I COULDNT MOVE and I'm just praying to God that I HEAL QUICKLY for her sake ... I haven't felt this down in a really, really long time mostly sad I feel for her and for myself ....

I'm trying to snap out of it today and hoping that blogging about it will help me, I know writing ALWAYS helps me ....
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    I wish there was more I could do than just offer my ears and send virtual hugs. I really hope this weather changes soon there are many miserable people and I think our days of rain are adding to it. emoticon
    2588 days ago
    I live in PA and we've had the same horrible rain thing going on as well. I'm not sure how much pain you're in but could you take a family drive to a mall so you can get out of the house and still stay dry?

    Feel better - keep writing! That always helps me too. Pat emoticon
    2588 days ago
    THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH for your replies ... it truly, truly does heal to write and sort out your feelings into words and then get the love and support from all of you!!! I did cry on my dear friend's shoulder too which really, really helped alot as well xoxox you dear Angela!! I felt much like the rain clouds that I had to let the rain out to feel better ..... thanks again .... emoticon emoticon
    2589 days ago
    I hope you feel better soon... you can do this!!!

    We've had lots of rain too (in BC, Canada) but there is finally some sunshine. I hope you recover soon.
    2589 days ago
    I hope you feel better - this rain is MISERABLE! (I'm getting it in Mass. too)
    2589 days ago
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