Can I Really Start Over ??!!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Well this is my problem, and I have always has this problem.I have never been able to finish what I started. Really, I thought this weight loss thing would be a breeze, but its a lifelong struggle. This is what I have to learn. The first time I was on sparkpeople I lost close to 40 pounds , then guess what, life took over and started to take me over. You see six months ago, after a six month hiatus, I started school again. After rigorious examinations and endless term papers, I gave up on me and my weight loss efforts. I thought hey I can skip a few days of exercise, and hey its okay to have a ridiciously greasy meal a couple of days a week , and it will not show up on my scale and my waistline. But life is not a fairy tale, and what you do in your life will always can come back to haunt you in a positive or negative way. So yep no exercise+high calorie meals= an unhappy fat me squared.
So this is me starting over trying to be a healthier skinnier new me .I wanna try something new a voice out my feelings.No matter how dumb the comment as long as I can get some type happiness and voice out some things out. I want to learn how to take care of myself and I think the sparkpeople community can help me so it, but I also have to put in the effort and the keep at it till its done. Don't get me wrong I may be not able to finish what I started , but it really bothers me if I there and its not done. So there I have put and eviction notice to my fat cells , body needs to know what time it is and get to burnin' them fat cells , and my will power needs to wake up and smell the morning gazpacho and keep me motivated. Yep its going to be rough, but need to do this for the health and sanity of me and everyone around me.