SO sick of it!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I had an interesting thought the other day that I wanted to share. I was noticing a change in the way my clothing fit and the way I looked in the mirror. It was so nice. But then I started to think about how many times I had been at this same point in my life. How many times I had seen that change and anxiously waited for someone to notice I was losing weight. But it would be.. Oh, I noticed you lost some weight...(and then under their breath I hear..AGAIN!). And it kinda made me mad. I was like.. You know what, Patti.. if you had just hung in there the last few times you attempted this.. you would be SOOOOO much further ahead. You would be near or at your goal. What are you doing to yourself. And I decided I was SOOOOOOO sick of being at this point that I was NEVER going to be here again. I am going to stick with it and get it done. What is with the starting and stopping? Where is it getting me? I am SO over it! Well, then I got excited. Because I realized that I don't think I have ever gotten to this point before. I have never thought of my new lifestyle this way.. as a new me. As a new way of living. A better, healthier way. I allow myself treats now and then, but I am still sticking with the plan, the goal. I can do this!! I seem to have a whole new understanding about it. I am SOOO excited.. and SO sick of it! I think that is really good thing. I hope it inspires some of you that are struggling. Just get it done. Be who and what you want to be FINALLY. No matter how long it takes or how slow it goes, at least it is GOING!! I wanna hear "you're doin' it rite!" NOT "FAIL!"
As a side note, I just want to let you know that even though I am not on here very often, I am hanging in there. Just not a lot of time. But if you ever need me.. I'll be here! Have a super day!!
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  • LIBRA73
    Woohoo! You WILL do this!
    2528 days ago
    You have the right attitude!

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    2529 days ago
    GOOD FOR YOU...and Thanks for the motivation...I do know where you are coming from and where WE are going. I feel the excat same way and this time I AM going to complete my journey, I AM going to get to my goals and nothing anyone says is going to upset me to the piont that I give up. Yes, just like you I have been here before but this time my out look is so very different, this time I know I can make it.... This time the only person I need to please is ME. Yes it feels good when someone notices I've lost a few pounds and the compliments are nice but the way I feel insde about myself is what really matters most. Again GOOD FOR YOU and THANKS from me. emoticon emoticon
    2530 days ago
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