How could I let it get this far?
Sunday, May 15, 2011
I've been away for quite a while. Work and School have consumed my life. I have eaten at more fast food and restaurants then I would like to admit. My second year of grad school shouldn't be too bad. I have decided that I'm going to have to move my goal date another year. I was playing with my caloric intake and then it hit me! How could I let myself get this far? I've always been over weight and have struggled all my life, but to be 380 lbs.! 20 lbs. to 400!! I never thought I would be this heavy. I am so angry with myself!
But I am determined more than ever to shed the weight so that I can healthy for my for me and for my family. Its just hard for me to realize that I let myself get this far. I have decided to come back to Spark People because during my first attempt at weight loss I felt I had so much support from the community and I can't wait to get plugged in again.
Thats all for my rambling... Starting out kinda slow tomorrow.
Take Care Everyone!