I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately. Trying to find out who I am and where the me I thought I was went to.
This past weekend we had our little reception. And the week before was our faux bachelorette/bachelor parties. I was feeling a bit down. (Which isn't out of the norm for me lately--unfortunately) My best friend bailed on the bachelorette party and the best man's girlfriend really jumped in and went above and beyond to make it great for me(which I appreciated greatly!) One of the things she said to me in a drunken state was that I needed to let loose and have fun. That I was being too uptight. I shrugged it off until my very own husband said the exact same words to me this past Friday.
I'm uptight. Ugh.... I never wanted to be this way. I've been so anxious and worried and stressed. I've tried to find the ways to quit being this way. To just be so very happy go lucky. There have to be some sort of practice exercises out there that will help.
Now that our shindig is over... I can relax a bit about that. Quite honestly, all I want to do is just enjoy my husband. I haven't really gotten to do that lately. I mean, really appreciate what I have in him.
So this summer is going to be about
Water Water Water
Having fun getting fit