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The truth hurts

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately. Trying to find out who I am and where the me I thought I was went to.
This past weekend we had our little reception. And the week before was our faux bachelorette/bachelor parties. I was feeling a bit down. (Which isn't out of the norm for me lately--unfortunately) My best friend bailed on the bachelorette party and the best man's girlfriend really jumped in and went above and beyond to make it great for me(which I appreciated greatly!) One of the things she said to me in a drunken state was that I needed to let loose and have fun. That I was being too uptight. I shrugged it off until my very own husband said the exact same words to me this past Friday.
I'm uptight. Ugh.... I never wanted to be this way. I've been so anxious and worried and stressed. I've tried to find the ways to quit being this way. To just be so very happy go lucky. There have to be some sort of practice exercises out there that will help.
Now that our shindig is over... I can relax a bit about that. Quite honestly, all I want to do is just enjoy my husband. I haven't really gotten to do that lately. I mean, really appreciate what I have in him.
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So this summer is going to be about
emoticonFun
emoticonHappiness
emoticonFreedom
emoticonHealthy foods
emoticonWater Water Water
emoticonGetting tan
emoticonHaving fun getting fit
emoticonGreat sex
emoticonTravel
emoticonSmiling
emoticonFriends
emoticonDrinks
emoticonLove
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  • JLSTTYL
    I love your summer goals. :D

    This summer, I am determined to have fun and do things I've never done before. And increase my workouts! And I hope you'll join me. :)
    3378 days ago
  • no profile photo CD7093951
    It's all about finding happiness in whatever point of life you're in. You've got your stressful day over with...now just enjoy life! :D
    3378 days ago
  • CURLSU22
    Happy for you! You are the center of this season and building up the relationship is paramount. I high five you, for all that's good and kind, to come to you and stay. emoticon
    3378 days ago
  • TX.PATRICIA
    emoticon You go girl!!! Enjoy yourself & your hubby!!!
    3378 days ago
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