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New Love, Old Habits

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

I haven't been focused at all on losing weight this year. I have been working out some but I haven't been watching what I eat all. My workouts are sporadic at best. I'm not in the best shape of my life any more but I'm not in the bad shape either.

Before I started dating my boyfriend I didn't eat out at all. Now I eat out every weekend all weekend. To top things off my mom has been cooking brunch every day and she always makes unhealthy foods. I haven't even been trying to use my willpower. Lately I've been eating whatever whenever I feel like it without thinking about the consequences.

I don't have same obsession I use to have about being skinny. My boyfriend really loves my body the way it is. Curves and flaws. Over the past few months his acceptance has lead to me accepting myself. I still want to get leaner.My goal weight range has changed. I would be happy at 160-140 before I was thinking 130-125. Right now I really don't have any number I'm working towards. I'm more concerned about how my clothes fit and how much body fat I have. I want to add some more muscle to my curves and have super fit body.

I'm so happy with my life right now. I just want resolution to all the unfinished business from my past. Getting healthy is big unfinished chapter that I want to close so that I can move on and focus on starting a life with the man I love. It's crazy how life works I wasn't looking to fall on love or start a serious relationship but it just happened. I never thought that one person could make me so happy or change my life so much in such a short amount of time.

I think I'm going to give Supreme 90 days a chance. It's a cheap/ easier knock off of P90x. I'm also going to do Powerfit by Stephanie Huckabee. I've never been much of a program person because I like a lot of variety. At this point in my life I think programs might be the best solution for me not being consistant.
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    I'm just really happy for you.You found someone who loves you not the way you look...consider yourself very lucky.

    Best of luck to you!
    2579 days ago
  • PURPLE180
    I am soooo happy for you. You sound so happy, your boyfriend is so lucky to have an amazing person like you in his life. Funny, love comes when we least expect it often when we don't want it. Congrats on all that you have accomplished. I am happy that you are back on Spark. Let's make the month of May wonderful.

    2579 days ago
    I hear ya about the boyfriend and mom's cooking things! My boyfriend's in school 2 hours away, and when he comes home disaster strikes as far as my diet goes. Also, my mom just loves cooking fried things and tempting me with them. haha

    Good luck handling all the temptations!
    2579 days ago
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