Fighting old demons
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Its a daily battle. Can You Do This? Are you worth it? Some times no matter how frequent the self affirmations the old Failure Demon is hiding there waiting to pounce. I wish I could shut off the negative as easily as I can ignore the positive.It is'nt enough to understand the reasons why when you just can't find you way around them sometimes. Still, I am willing to get up and try to start anew every day. I have faith that , at some point the forced habits will become stronger than the negative ingrained defeatist self.So I'm shedding a few tears to get rid of the knot in my throat and going out for a walk. Breath in and Out. Be grateful that I CAN go walk and try, try, try, again.