Horrible tragic day
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
This evening my boss was taking her dogs home and one darted away from her. He was struck and killed while she watched and the person did not even stop. They hit him and kept driving. She game stumpling back in holding him and I drove her to the hospital. These dogs are their children and one of them is gone. I feel numb. Witnessing such tragedy and pain. Her husband took her home and I could see on his face the same numbness. They do not have human children, these dogs are their children. My heart breaks for them. I feel tremendous guilt for feeling such anger towards her over stupid things when I saw her as a real person today. Stupid things are not important or worth dwelling on like personality conflicts.
When I got home my mother called and told me they reduced her hours at work. Told her she makes too much money and said a bunch of horrible things to her. Told her she doesn't matter and her boss lied about her performance. They told her without saying so many words that they want her to quit. She is beyond upset and hurt. I don't know how to help her. This was a very very bad day for some of the central people in my life and it made me see once again that life is too short. It is too short to spend it sad, miserable, angry and fat. Follow your dreams and make yourself happy because you never know how long you have. Please pray for my bosses, they are good people and are religious. I don't care what religion you are or even if you are not these are people in pain and they need it. Thanks.