well this is weird...

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Help! No, never mind, I like this place. How did I get here? I'm in a strange new world where I don't feel any guilt or dissatisfaction with how I look or what I am. As a result I haven't exercised recently and have been more lax on my diet, but all the "shoulds" are gone, or the emotional weight of them is, anyway. I still want to live a more healthy lifestyle, so exercise and changes in diet are still planned, but my path to those things has been cleared of all the yuck, all the baggage. I hope in this new place I will discover my true desire to live healthfully, not because I should for various good reasons, but because I want to. And I hope I will live from there.
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    That sounds great! I wonder if I'll ever exercise just because I want to again, not to improve the way I look. That's how I used to exercise, but now I feel pressure.
    By the way, I love the background picture you chose! Those little pigs are hilarious and adoreable!
    2998 days ago
    I'm so happy for you You're in an awesome place that we all strive for Good for you girl :) emoticon emoticon
    3003 days ago
  • NANT406
    Great insite. Sounds like you're in a good place. emoticon
    3003 days ago
  • JURI62
    Wow! Sounds awesome! You are in a great spot!
    3004 days ago
    Wow, that is really really good news!!! I wish you knew how you got there so you could let me know ........ because it sounds like that's a really good place to be. No more "should-ing" yourself ...... instead a more relaxed ....... wanting ... i'm excited for you emoticon
    3004 days ago
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