KERRILA

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well this is weird...

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Help! No, never mind, I like this place. How did I get here? I'm in a strange new world where I don't feel any guilt or dissatisfaction with how I look or what I am. As a result I haven't exercised recently and have been more lax on my diet, but all the "shoulds" are gone, or the emotional weight of them is, anyway. I still want to live a more healthy lifestyle, so exercise and changes in diet are still planned, but my path to those things has been cleared of all the yuck, all the baggage. I hope in this new place I will discover my true desire to live healthfully, not because I should for various good reasons, but because I want to. And I hope I will live from there.
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  • RZMOLIK3
    That sounds great! I wonder if I'll ever exercise just because I want to again, not to improve the way I look. That's how I used to exercise, but now I feel pressure.
    By the way, I love the background picture you chose! Those little pigs are hilarious and adoreable!
    2998 days ago
  • JAMIESTITES
    I'm so happy for you You're in an awesome place that we all strive for Good for you girl :) emoticon emoticon
    3003 days ago
  • NANT406
    Great insite. Sounds like you're in a good place. emoticon
    3003 days ago
  • JURI62
    Wow! Sounds awesome! You are in a great spot!
    3004 days ago
  • TEMPCLOS
    Wow, that is really really good news!!! I wish you knew how you got there so you could let me know ........ because it sounds like that's a really good place to be. No more "should-ing" yourself ...... instead a more relaxed ....... wanting ... i'm excited for you emoticon
    3004 days ago
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