Into the fire and out of the ashes
Friday, April 22, 2011
I have really been thinking about the kind of person I am, what I want to change, and who I want to be in the end.
How will I emerge from the ashes? I hope to feel like my body matches the petite, athletic person that I have in my head. Right now I don't feel like I match up. I want to be a person that doesn't think about food all the time, that can walk past the appetizer table, that can sit at the table and talk to friends and family without a plate.
Self doubt, guilt, procrastination, perfection, laziness, fat...all these things are flammable! They will burn away in the flames that are generated from my sweat, willpower, planning and confidence.
I am the powerful Golden Phoenix.
And I am being reborn!