Trying not to get discouraged.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Good morning, friends!
I am feeling discouraged & could use some support. I just can't seem to lose any weight & am stuck. I was hovering around 140 lbs for the longest time & wouldn't budge. In March, it finally started going down. On April 8, I was actually down to 135! YAY! Then, Aunt Flo showed up & I gained 2 lbs... no big deal. But, Aunt Flo has left & I gained 2 more pounds so far this week. YIKES! I went to the gym & worked hard both Monday & Tuesday. Wednesday is my day off of exercise. I was actually UNDER on my calories both Monday & Tuesday too. I was a bit over yesterday (I gave in to the cheesecake
), but only by 100 calories. I don't understand my body. Why does it like 140 so much??? Tomorrow is my official weigh-in day, so we'll see what the scale says then.
I feel like just stuffing my face, canceling my gym membership & just forgetting the whole thing. I won't though, because I don't want to go any higher than I am right now. I am really NOT looking forward to Easter... my in-laws put food out ALL DAY long & it is so hard not to graze on chocolates & chips & casseroles & desserts & candy.
On Sunday, I am restarting the Abs Diet & am going to stick to it & not go off course. My new Spark Friend, HEALTHYCHIC, & I are going to do this together. My goal WAS going to be 125 lbs by my birthday in August, but I'm now thinking 130 might be more realistic.
Thanks for letting me vent!!
Have a GREAT EASTER everyone!!
(just don't eat too much! LOL)