I think I've hit rock bottom.
Monday, April 18, 2011
I went to the doctor today. Of course, I knew they would want to weigh me. So what do I do? Dress in the lightest possible clothes I can find. As if that's going to change the inevitable. When I saw the 203 on the scale, my heart sank. As I've gained weight back over the past few months, I think I tried to rationalize with myself, thinking that I couldn't be gaining that much, that it couldn't be that bad. I'm pretty pissed off with myself right now.