Sorry to all of you.
Friday, April 08, 2011
I have been released from hospital after trying to take my life last Saturday with Alcohol and an overdose of Valium, sleeping tablets and Warfarin.
I have been sent so many concerned messages of worry especially from Patty, Caroline and Debra. Bless your hearts!
I have tried to make sense of all of this and never meant to use this great site to cause so much trouble! (I even got a message from Chris "Sparkguy!"). I have been seen and councilled by the "Crisis" team and have further appointments with them over the coming months. I have set a plan and it seems mostly to be working although, I have still been having "dark" moments and hope that they don't get a foothold on my thought train.
I still have all the problems and more but, I have been given advice from the "Crisis" team and hope from yourselves to at least try and win this fight.
I am so sorry for causing so much worry and anxiety.
I just couldn't help it.
I am at the moment at least grateful to be home and with the sun shining so much, feel somewhat lifted!
So, sorry to you all.
I can't guarantee it will be the last you hear about all of this, but at least for now, I feel somewhat more stable, so THANK YOU ALL!