GRANDCRACKER

SparkPoints
 

DO YOU EVER

Friday, April 08, 2011

DO YOU EVER FEEL SOMEDAYS YOU JUST DON;T HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO GIVE. THIS LAST WEEK HAS BEEN THAT WAY FOR ME. ONE CRISUS AFTER ANOTHER. I WILL GIVE YOU SOME EXSAMPLES THATS BEEN GOING ON THESE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS.

FIRST ONE IS MY HUSBAND WAS HAVING A MELT DOWN . BECAUSE HIS OLDEST SONS MOM DIED. SO I WAS SPENDING WHAT ENEGY I HAVE TO HELP HIM GET THRU IT.

THAN MY BROTHER COMES OVER WITH A CRISUS. HIS SON GOT KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL. BECAUSE HIM AND HIS GIRL FRIEND GETS IN A FIGHT. SO THEY KICKED HIM OUT OF SCHOOL. AND IF THAT WASN;T ANOUGH. THE GIRL FRIEND MOMS CALLS THE COPS ON HIM AND HAS MY NETHFEW THROWN IN JAIL FOR HARRASHMENT. SO THAT PUT MY BROTHER IN A TAIL SPEND. THE JUDGE TELLS HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM HIS GIRL FRIEND NO SEEING HER AND NO TEXTS AND NO CALLS.WELL GUESS WHAT THE GIRL SNEEKS OVER AND SEE;S HIM.AND SHE GOES TO MY BROTHERS. NOW HE;S AFRAID HE;LL GO TO JAIL BECAUSE THE KIDS CAN;T STAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.

THAN A COUPLE DAYS AGO OUR OLDEST DAUGHTER COMES TO THE DOOR IN TEARS.BECAUSE HER HUSBAND KICKED HER OUT OF THE HOUSE. SO SHE MOVES BACK HOME. FUNNY THING ABOUT THAT HIS. SHE CATCHES HIM WITH HIS PANTS DOWN WITH A 19 YEAR OLD. BUT HE KICKS HER OUT BECAUSE HE BLAMES HER FOR WORKING TO MUCH. MIND YOU NOW SHE WAS THE SOLE PROVIDER IN THIS MARRAGE FOR 4 YEARS. HE JUST GOT A JOB JUST RECENTLY.SO NOW I HAVE MY 33 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER LIVING WITH US AGAIN.

NEXT MY GRANDDAUGHTER WHO LIVES IN WINSCONSIN .SHE IS GOING THRU ONE OF THOSE TEENAGE THINGS, SHE IS BLAMING HER MOTHER FOR NOT SEEING HER NOW FOR 10 YEARS. WITCH ISN;T HER FAULT. HER DAD TOOK HER WHEN SHE WAS 5 AND HID HER.WE JUUST FOUND HER A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO THRU FACE BOOK.

NOW TODAY. MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR WHO IS MY EXSISTER -N-LAW STORMED IN MY HOUSE IN HASTARICS. DIDN;T KNOCK JUST STORMED IN APPANIC.HER AND HER HUSBAND WERE HAVING A SPAT . SO NEXT THING SHE DOES IS SWOLLOW A HAND FULL OF PILLS. THAN SHE RUNS TO MY HOUSE . SHE;S CRYING AND SAYING I MESSED UP.IT TOOK ME 20 MINUTES TO FIND OUT WHAT SHE DID. SO OF COURSE I CALL 911. SO THEY CAN PUMP HER STOMACH. SHE;S DOING FINE BUT THEY KEPT HER IN THE HOSPITAL.


NOW THE REASON WHY EVERYONE RUNS TO ME IS . I USE TO WORK IN NURSING IN THE HOSPICE AND SKILLED UNIT.ANY LITTLE CRISUS IN THE FAMILY THEY ALL RUN TO ME. WHILE A CRISUS IS GOING ON I;M COOL AND KEEP MY HEAD. NOW AFTER THE THE CRISUS. I CAN;T SLEEP I CAN;T GET MY BRAIN TO SHUT DOWN SO I CAN SLEEP.
THAN THAT CAUSES ME AND MY HUSBAND TO GET INTO IT. BECAUSE HE CAN;T SEE WHY I CAN;T SLEEP. THATS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I;M NOT IN NURSING ANY MORE.
I;M TRYING TO DEAL WITH MY SPINAL PROBLEMS AND I CAN;T . THERE IS TO MUCH HAPPENING AROUND ME.
LIKE NOT GETTING MY DOUBLE WIDE MOBLE SET UP.AND FIGHTING WITH MY LAWERS. I WON A LAW SUIT BACK IN SEPT. AND THERE NOT GETTING ME MY MONEY WITCH I REALLY NEED RIGHT NOW.

THAN MY GRANDSON IS ON MAKE A WISH FOUNDATION. HE;S NOT GETTING BETTER. SO ALL THIS STRESS IS CAUSING ME TO SMOKE LIKE A CHIMMY. NOT ABLE TO GET OUT TO EXERCISE BECAUSE THE DISK IN MY BACK IS PUSHING AGAINST MY SPINE. SO I HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFULL RIGHT NOW.

WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO IS HIDE AND emoticonBUT THAT AIN;T GOING TO HAPPEN.SINCE I MOVED BACK TO OREGON.MY DOOR IS ON A SWINGING THING.I GUESS I SHOULD FEEL LOVED AND GLAD I;M NEEDED SO MUCH. BUT ALL I FEEL RIGHT NOW IS VERY TIRED. AND IT DON;T HELP I;M ALLWAYS IN SO MUCH PAIN

SORRY THIS WAS SO LONG. BUT I NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST . BEFORE I GIVE MYSELF A HEART ATTACK emoticonYOUR ALL A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE .WHO DON;T JUDGE ME
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
  • SAPPKI
    Just wanted to say that you still have things to give, and thanks for adding me as a friend. Do you have any stories from living in Alaska? I lived in Wasilla for a year a couple of years ago and loved it. Aside from a failed relationship of course. I am from Oregon and all of my family is there. I am now living in Northern California and don't know anyone. I would love to hear stories about your travels. emoticon
    3628 days ago
  • NATPLUMMER
    WOW!! That is a lot going on. No wonder you can't sleep. Hopefully writing it down has helped some. Maybe you will be lucky and get a day to yourself to just relax. You really deserve and need it.
    emoticon
    3666 days ago
  • GRANDCRACKER
    thank you . i just wish i could find the time to
    3666 days ago
  • FITFABJENN
    It's so healthy to get things off your chest like that. Remember to take care of yourself first. You won't be much good to other people if you wear yourself out.

    *HUGS*
    3666 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment


    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.
 

More Blogs by GRANDCRACKER