In A Slump
Friday, April 08, 2011
Since coming back to SP I have done great with my eating, not always with tracking what I eat but still I know the choices I've made have been good ones. But I can't seem to get moving. Yes, I've done a little here and there, or had a day or two that were okay but overall no. And I can't figure out why. The weather has been nice, I've had fun outside with the dogs playing ball. I can't get my motivation to go for even a walk. It's not that I'm online, or working, or even sitting in front of the tv. Honestly I couldn't even tell you where that time went.
I don't get it. I love walking and hiking, I love being outside and I've dreamed of these days. Now that they are here, I just can't be bothered, don't want to, don't care. I need to change this mindset and I'm at a loss on how to.
I know part of it has to do with the oldest. Now that he and the girlfriend broke up, he wants to act like the last 8 months and things he has said to and about me didn't happen. And now he says he's coming home after school ends for a week or so before he heads out west to work. I'm not looking forward to it.
On a happier note and maybe the kick in the butt I need, I've been asked to coach my son's soccer team at school. It's been a long time since I did and they were alot younger (3-4 yr olds) so I have to hit the "books" and learn the rules and game play again. Son is happy that I am, I told him I wouldn't do it if he didn't want me to. Hopefully I don't embarrass him. I'm very nervous and excited at the same time.
Tonight is "gym night" and if I can get all my work done, I'll be going with the kids to have some fun. The weather has changed for tomorrow - sun not rain is the forecast - so I'm now heading to market. I have a number of things I need/want to make for tomorrow. My "Monster" spray recipe is done, just have to find a cool bottle for it to go into.
Time to get everyone up and do my weigh in.