Runnin Around Like a Chicken with My Head Cut Off.....

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

... oey, what a week. I won't even go into what's been goin on bcs honestly, I wouldn't even know where to start...

Where I'm at right now is more important, no?!

I'm GROUCHY... EXTREMELY... emoticon

My eating has gotten totally out-of-control this past week, and the non-existant exercise has NOT helped any. Just when I thought I was getting back on track, I got detrailed.... again....

So for the reason I'm GROUCHY .... I've decided that I wasn't eating today... Liquids ONLY. You know, stop the maddness COLD TURKEY.... Well, honestly, I'm going mad, emoticon Not sure how good an idea this was, but I've made it through the day thus far, so I'm not giving in.

emoticon Wine will be consumed! emoticon Hey, it's a liquid... and, I'm NOT counting cals. That's the ONLY lee-way I've given myself. My 'diet' for today has consisted of a Red Bull and a Coffee Coolata from DnD.... (and so, there is the secret to the majority of my irritability!!!)

I didn't want to be tempted, so I didn't even cook tonight. Got the kids pizza... The smell is really makin me what a bite, and mind you... I got it from a specific place because I DISPIEZ (lol) their pizza -- I'm thinkin that wasn't the brightest move on my part bcs right about now, anything would taste good!

Okay... enough about food.....

COS (Change of Subject)

I got my finger-printing done today for my soon-to-start (hopefully) job. Security clearence is done too (that's the military for ya)... Now I'm just waiting for them to call me to finalize everything.

I just saw the results of my BLC15 placement... Man, that sux! It sux so bad, I'm not even going to place the numbers on here for you all to see.... emoticon
BLC16 can't start soon enough.

I got the referral for the abdominalplasty.... I am going to call them tomorrow and make an appt. I hope I don't have to weight ;p too long to get in there. Mike (DH) wants to come with me... which is fine... He knows HOW BAD I want this so I am hopin he'll really help push for it, esp. that I have medical issues for wanting it done.

Well, I'm "outta here" ...

Mike just called and his local (flight) was cxl'd so he's on his way home...


I promised my kiddo's QUIET READING TIME (where we all plop on Mom & Dad's Bed with our books and just read..

Night Everyone!
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    Rachael, I know how badly a rough week can derail all of the progress but we can do this! Let's get it done this round!
    3282 days ago
    I can't imagine a day without food could every be good... that sounds like starvation! Your body needs fuel (food) to run. Imagine if you just decided to drive your car without gas for a day... you wouldn't get anywhere, would you? Don't punish your body for what you've done in the past. I hope you get back to eating again soon!
    3283 days ago
    Ooh, I like the idea of Quiet Reading time in mom and dad's bed! I might have to add it. Though the little one's (who am I kidding?!? all of them) love to be read to, still! Great idea, though. Must tell about how your day of no "food" went.
    3283 days ago
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    A night of reading sound great!
    3283 days ago
    What I would do for some quiet time! Mmmmmm......maybe even drink red bull, coolata and wine with you!!!! LOL! I have been right there with you on the food front, but am working my way back into an exercise program! I hope you have a better tomorrow, and your appointment goes well and you accomplish your goal with it!
    Peace to you my dear friend! Blessings on the work front! I think it's just what you need!

    3283 days ago
  • FIT_58
    Sleep tight tonight, wake up bright and early and start with Red Bull, girl. emoticon
    3283 days ago
    Good night, Duckie. May you wake to smiles!
    3283 days ago
  • LISA0517
    Yikes girlfriend! Red bull, coffee coolata, and wine! Okay, never mind the wine, wine is good. But red bull and coffee coolata, and that's it! No wonder you don't feel very good!

    I hope you have a better day tomorrow and eat better so you can feel better. emoticon

    Now, go drink your wine! emoticon

    emoticon Lisa
    3283 days ago
  • NANNER2121
    Hmmmm, Red Bull, coffee coolata and wine, and no food.
    And you're "running around like a chicken with it's head cut off." Not suprised.
    3283 days ago
    I am sorry you are having such a rough week. I am honestly having a rough couple of weeks with my eating although I am exercising but I am also shoving everything else in my mouth. I seriously have no restraint! I like your idea of liquids only for a bit and wine included! haha I might have to try that at least for a day. I love that you get on your bed with your kids and read. So far my son likes to read but I hope he will want to do that one day to! Good luck for the rest of the week!!
    3283 days ago
    Ahhhhh a quiet night of reading, presumably, something pleasurable like a novel! I'm SO jealous! I get to curl up with more work tonight. I hope things go better for you tomorrow. Don't cheat yourself of the nutrients your body needs. Not a good idea. Be well my friend!
    3283 days ago
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