Thursday, March 31, 2011
Hi All. This is my first blog ever so I'm not quite certain how these work. I figure, though, that I can use a blog as a daily journal/diary. I really get some comfort being on this site and especially being on my teams page. So here it goes. Today is not a great day for me. I had a really hard time getting out of bed this morning. I don't want to move. I just want to lay in my bed all day with my ipod on and my blankets over my eyes. I took my medicine I'm prescribed and still hoping it works. I started praying the other night before bed because my dad told me it helps him. I'm hoping it helps me get through all this. I was so tired last night though that I forgot to pray :/ I'm hoping that didn't have a negative effect. I worry about EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. I never worry about myself. My family tells me I can't worry about someone else, I need to worry about me and getting better. I used to say there's no use worrying or dwelling on something you have no control over and brush things off but now I can't say that because I worry about the smallest stuff.
I would like to keep writing but I have to get my nephew to school.
I think this was a wierd entry...