Where do I go now?
Friday, March 25, 2011
I tried the gym this week on Tuesday, became very paranoid and ended up destroyed by a panic attack.
My work is becoming more and more tougher to deal, with a I am being put upon by my peers who hide and sherk and find myself with no fight back, unless I unleash all my fury, which would be an unwise thing to do.
I can't explain anything inside my head and with all the medications find myself sleepless with torments running free.
I have no idea where to go now, and I am so afraid as many things that I have attempted in life have failed.
There was one thing I keep thinking of more and more and have now started to read about on the net as to the best methods, but knowing me I would get that wrong too!
I don't see that I have anywhere else to go.