Thursday, March 24, 2011
Ok I havent been on since last week but I have been so BUSY. I went to the doc and everything is good except my weight of course Alhamdulillah. I really need to lose this weight. I am so thankful to Allah(God) swt for nothing having an problems bc at this weight I really could. The doc wants me to eat only 1500 calories a day 30 ww points. I am struggling on my water as usual though. I am also still struggling on exercising some days. I feel like when I run around I am exercising but I dont think that really counts. I am really trying to get my life in order such as employment bc I havent worked in yrs. while I was married. Now that the marriage is over I have no choice but to work. I am feel depressed about not being married and the loneliness is really killing me. This is part of life though and all I can do is pray pray pray!!!! I am feeling better about myself I have more confidence. Im loving Pinks song....F ***** Perfekt!!! Ok I am gonna go now I have so much that I have to do today. Oh yes I CUT OFF FACEBOOK!!!! WooHOOOOOOOO I cant believe it!!!!