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Up to 6 months to wait.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Have spoken with the solicitor this morning and it looks like this thing may loom over me for up to 6 months before any decision could be made.
I really don't know how to cope with this. I am off to the GP's again in another 10 minutes time.
I am in need of more sleeping tablets and I a feel somewhat more desperate again facing another week where I will be forever wondering.
I know that this could take up to 6 months but, it may not either.
I feel like someone on Death row, never knowing when but, in my case, I have no idea of what awaits me for pay back.

Sorry to be so down again. I am trying to face things and trying to do whatever I can to help myself but, sadly I feel that I'm beginning to really slip.
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  • FUTUREHOPE49
    Hope whatever it is, it will be over and done with quickly, so that you know where you stand. Good luck Chris! Thinking of you!
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    Ellen xx
    2676 days ago
  • LINEY223
    Can you solicitor give you any advice about potential outcomes so you can maybe think "ok the chance of outcome A is only 10% so I won't worry about only that tiny little chance. Outcome B is only 20% likely so I can stop whittling about that one too?

    Or can solicitor suggest ways to bring forward the 6 month timeline or perhaps steps to take meanwhile?

    Anything to help you feel less out of control and that things are more " in your hands" than just out there.


    2676 days ago
  • WORKTHEGOAL
    Ann has just said everything I was going to..............

    Look up Chris........... thats where you will find the best support, pull on your faith............

    M x
    2676 days ago
  • ANNC16
    As Mary Clare has said, you cannot put your whole life on hold waiting for what might or might not happen, or be the outcome of whatever it is you are awaiting. I do realise that it's easier said than done, been there done that. But you need to try and focus on YOU and what YOU'VE achieved thus far, your whole life has been turned around by your weight loss. You actually do have a lot to be incredibly proud of and thankful for. Maybe it would be helpful to write them down? Maybe you could look back over some of theincredibly positive blogs from just a short while ago, that will prove to you how things CAN be for you?

    It takes immense strength to pull yourself back up from the brink of such a chasm, but I know that, if you dig deep, you have that strength, and that you can do it. For yourself and also for Clare. You have shown immense strength in your journey over the last 2 years, find that strength once again and nothing will defeat you.
    2676 days ago
  • no profile photo MARYCLARE8
    Please remember, each & every day is a GIFT! Don't put your living on hold, waiting for the doom that may or may not come. emoticon
    2677 days ago
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