Smiling for today!
Sunday, March 20, 2011
I have seen so many buds on my fruit trees today. This has lifted my spirit somewhat as this is new life, and I hope that this is a good sign for my situation.
I am in total fear of dark coming tonight as I know that when it comes, the light will follow and I will have to face another week.
I am beginning to feel anxious about tomorrow and the following week but, I have just got to get on with it and get through it.
I am so grateful and feel so uplifted by your support and comments. I am truly blessed to have such friends as you and especially to "my" Clare.
I am feeling somewhat upbeat today and hope to go to the gym tomorrow and therefore make positive moves despite the desperate feelings that I am feeling.