Tuesday, March 15, 2011
So I'm not going to bore you with a long drawn out blog. I'm here, barely. Almost deleted my site yesterday through a major fit of depression. I had great hopes for a new job supposedly it was one with "my name written all over it". They notified me yesterday that I was a HARD second. Well second gets you nowhere in the job market. Things here at work are deteriorating and I'm so demoralized with that and now with the fact that I'm still just NOT good enough.
But yeah, my workouts have been slacking except I'm managing to get my leg workouts in. Today I had a small victory. A pair of pants that haven't been over my butt in 5 years actually pulled up and fastened. I could wear them. They are snug, but they are not indecently wearable. Yay, small victories. Guess I need to go do some cardio and burn off all that crap I ate last night in my emotional eating binge. See ya..