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Sunday, March 13, 2011

Food is still off and I know that I am on a gain this week.

Getting my head around the death of my cousin is very difficult. He was more like a brother to me. Keith died of an abdominal aortic aneurysm. His death was very sudden.

I know I have to get back on the healthy life style again, I thought I would be good for tomorrow but my heart is just not in it. To do this healthy life style you need energy and I am sorry but I feel empty. To add the icing on the cake my husband has had to leave town on business and that means I am alone for 4 days!

I feel like filling this next line with all the swear and naughty words that I know!! LOL

At least we gained an hour of light today so perhaps that will lighten my mood, oh no, that also means an hour of lost sleep!!!!
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    Well Anne I think your goals are good and your intentions are good too! emoticon
    2961 days ago
    This time of year is difficult for our family. My DH lost his father in early February five years ago to a heart attack, and I lost my mom in late February three years ago to bladder cancer and complications. Loss is difficult no matter the circumstances. My condolences to you.

    If I had four days without my husband, I think I'd indulge in all the things I enjoy that he doesn't: yoga, walks, runs, vegetarian meals, "Rescue Me" marathons . . . :-)

    One step at a time. That's how we get anywhere, from where we are.

    2963 days ago
    You need to give yourself time to heal! Hope you get back on track soon! Your DH will be home before you know it, so try not to worry.
    2964 days ago
    Hi, Sorry for your loss. It's so hard to lose someone especially unexpected like that. Do the best you can with your eating right now. Even though you don't feel like exercising a good walk might help. Take one day, or even a minute at a time. emoticon
    2964 days ago
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