Confessions of a tired soul..

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

So here it is folks..

My confessions to all of you who have been so loving and supporting despite my weirdness and hyperactive personality lol

I quit quitting.. there it is.. GASPS!

I attempted to quit smoking for the billionth time and was successful for half a min, and now... (frowny face) I am smoking again (ducking to avoid anything nailing me in the face) I have 100% confidence that I WILL quit, and it will be for good.. but this time I was unable to resist the icky dirty smelly habit.. it has claimed me once again.. what a effing disapointment, I know.. Please spare me the disapointing comments, You could not possibly be any more disgusted with me than I am with myself.

Minor set back.. I will climb back onto my bike and peddle my way to success.. one day.. hopefully very soon!! Until then, yell, kick and scream 'till we're both blue in the face.. but LOVE me, despite my human behaviors and icky addictions hehehe I WUB you peeps!! Now show me the money!! Woop Woop! err Love rather lol

Oh yeah.. and I've been eating everything I see, and now I feel icky.. 2 steps forward and then I go and take a backwards swan dive off the cliff of self destruction! I'm climbing my phat butt back up, but it's gunna take me a minute hehehe

I'm BAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaCK!! Muahahaha

Lotsa love to all my ppl who kept those good thoughts coming and love notes flowing while I was MIA, It brought me back home!

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    Glad you came back because you were missed. emoticon
    3606 days ago
    What Two said....try one thing at a time. That's an awful lot to expect yourself to do both at the same time!!! Be kind.
    3609 days ago
    well it's about TIME!!!!!! sheesh!!!!! LOL! I've been missing you something awful!!!

    I'm not worried about your so-called steps back. I already know you've got the fire in you and you'll meet your goals. hey, you came back and that alone is a testament to your determination and proves that you already know what is needed to get where you want to be.

    I wubs ya back and I'm SOOOO glad to see you!

    Okay, enough of this mushy stuff. Let's kick some TUSH!!!!!

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    3609 days ago
    Welcome back you crazy person! I missed you! OK, so you started smoking again. You have quite a few irons in the fire. Pick one, deal with it, then move on to the next. Sooner or later you'll get to the smoking habit and deal with it. Baby steps and small bites of the cherry.
    3609 days ago
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    Heck. Quitting the butt is a tough one. You will when you're really good and ready.

    By the way, it's great to see you back! Yeah!
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    3609 days ago
    There you go, it only takes that one step to get back on track!!!! Even if you have to try over and over again.
    3609 days ago
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