Junk food and me
Thursday, March 03, 2011
Well here I am, don't know what to do here but say that I am tired of being overweight. Or obese as this site said I was according to my BMI. I crave food, mostly junk food. I am addicted to it. I think about sweets and junk food all the time. I hate driving because it seems like everywhere I go there is a fast food restaurant close by that I know I can find something there that I like. I swear I had a panic attack today because I was trying to tell myself I did not need anything to eat right at that moment. I badly wanted ice cream leftover from my son's birthday party but Lord knows I don't need it. I tried talking myself out of it. I resorted to hard candy. I am a snacker, the more the merrier. I love food. I ate a huge dinner tonight. Biscuits and gravy. Some biscuits I put butter and strawberry jelly in- no gravy. Yesterday I thought I was gonna try to eat right. I stopped by McDonald’s- now I am the big mac queen- I love me some big macs. But I chose wisely (sorta) I got a crispy chicken wrap and a small fry. But I got a large coke (my absolute favorite drink and thing I would rather die than go without) I was gonna get me and my stepdaughter an ice cream cone afterwards but their ice cream machine was not working so we left and went to Sonic. Where I got a large chocolate shake instead….. Oh well I should have gotten the big mac now…..