Saturday, February 19, 2011
I'm out of calories for the day but still hungry... and there are chocolate chip cookies in the kitchen, and several candy bars that my DH bought from some kid selling them.... UGGGHHHH! So I decided to write, I didn't work out today, my right shoulder is killing me (I have bursitis in it and it's acting up, and my Dr. is out of town till Wed so I can't get the stupid cortisone shot till then) I'm thinking tomorrow I need to do some Cardio even though it should be my day off... but since I'm trying so hard to loose weight should I really get a day off? This week once again I have only lost 1 pound, this is getting a little frustrating, I'm looking for a good 3 pound loss. But like my daughter told me "Mom that's great you lost a pound" I guess I have to keep looking at the big picture... I'm finally under 200 (I haven't seen that weight for ... 9 years) Wow, that is really an accomplishment, I need to offer praise for every little step forward, and I need to give thanks to God for helping me on this journey. I didn't gain all this weight overnight and I can't loose it all in a week... So, slow and steady wins the race, and by summer I'm going to be a hot Momma!
I fit into an old pair of jeans this week, however I was also informed by my wonderful daughter, that they look like "mom jeans" I guess I need to break down and my myself a new pair of smaller "un-mom jeans" in whatever finish is popular this week (obviously it's not the ones I have from 9+ years ago) So tomorrow I'll go shopping! that will be my 19 pound loss reward (I was planning on waiting till 20 pounds, but I think I'm close enough, I deserve it)
Alright I'm done now. I'm sending good vibes my way for next week, so I can stay focused and on track.