6th week weigh-in and progress report
Thursday, February 17, 2011
I gained 3 lbs this week.
I am pretty close to just resigning myself to a life of being overweight. I feel like my two year relationship is inching towards it's end.
I am not going to sit here and whine because I know that people will just say, "Stay the course!" and "Your body is just adjusting."
It's been 6 weeks and I have lost a little less than 10 lbs. I am constantly annoyed and pissed off that I have to think so hard about what I eat...and I just hate exercising. I am trying to like it...but I despise it.
So...we will see how this year goes I guess. I'm not excited about being thinner anymore because I lost 8 lbs my first week and have only lost 2 in the last 5 weeks. What I am doing is extremely overwhelming and I am still not losing weight.
I hate my body and right now--I hate my life.