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Friday, February 04, 2011

I have looked around trying to pick a picture. Key word trying! I don't like to use that word anymore. In my journey here at Spark I don't try, I DO IT! Looking back through these pics. was very eye opening. I really have NOT been living my life for a long time. I miss the person I use to be. Here's a couple from my Honeymoon, WE went to Florida.

YES Wilma and Fred! LOL I still hold on if I let him drive, almost 19 yrs. later. WE had so much FUN! I loved going out and doing things together. I really missed my smile. I have finally got it back.

This one is fuzzy, I didn't even know I was in the pic. It was a pic. of my parents and I was in the back ground. I remember when I saw it I couldn't believe that was me. Was I ever that small?? When I was small I didn't see it. I feel confident in this pic. YOU can tell by the way I was sitting. I have always slumped down to blend in. I never wanted the attention.

We had so much fun and I was not ashamed to wear certain things.

This one I really LOVED my BIG Hair emoticon
My husband had bought me some Daisy Duke Shorts. I thought he was crazy but when I put them on I LOVED THEM! Don't worry you can't really see the shorts.

Sorry these are fuzzy, they were taking w/a regular camera and I re-took them w/digital and uploaded. These were the happy days and thanks to SPARK and the wonderful people here, I'm getting my confidence back.
I didn't mind taking pics that much back then, I just hate that I missed out on so many yrs. of my life staying out of the camera. Not really enjoying Life. I have more pics. in this past yr. at spark than I do of the last 16 yrs.

So getting my confidence back, my smile back, loving ME back, enjoying my life and JUST being a Part of MY LIFE...that is some of the things that I AM getting back.
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  • no profile photo CD8770351
    Aww Becky, thank you for sharing these. I finally get to put a face to this wonderful personality (:

    I'm so happy to know your getting your confidence back. I'm just like you. I need to be confidence like you, to put my pictures up. I am going to wait for while to do that. emoticon
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    3438 days ago
    Nice pics! So glad to hear about you transformation on here. With yor attitude you will meet your goal in no time!
    3440 days ago
    Looking good then and looking good NOW! emoticon
    It won't be long, we'll have to look twice to recognize you again! emoticon
    3440 days ago
  • MEMAOF10
    emoticon That's my girl, the Old Becky in coming back strong and more determined than ever. I know once you reach your weight goal you will never let yourself go back there. That trip to Florida was wonderful except for the heat. Keep up the wonderful work and always remember how much I Love You emoticon & emoticon Mama
    3440 days ago
    Love the pics!! I have a similar "big hair" picture after I had gotten a perm. I'm like you, I have spent to many years watching everyone else live their lives and taking the pictures. Now I am going to live mine and be in the pictures!!
    3440 days ago
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    Aww Becky, thankyou for sharring these. I finally get to put a face to this wonderful personality (:

    I'm so happy to know your getting your confidence back. I'm just like you. I regret missing out on so many things; but that's in the past. We have our future to look forward to!

    Forget Stella getting her groover back. It's all about how Becky got het groove back!! emoticon emoticon
    3440 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/5/2011 11:48:41 AM
    Good for you!! Thanks for sharing your pictures for the challenge! :D
    3441 days ago
    well then Where are the now photos?so we can see you arew getting your smile and confidence back and where are the inbetween photos where you lost your confidence?i would love to see the differance.glad the old confident you is beginning to shine through.i am starting to let my old fitgirl shine through,lol
    3441 days ago
    Great blog! Good luck on your journey!! emoticon
    3441 days ago
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